Stressed.
Super Stressed.
I am feeling so down.
Modules are killing me.
Making new friends.
Learning new things.
WOAH.
I totally need a break man!
Well, I am tackling new subjects.
Learning life at a different perspective.
Well, I am just waiting for what is in-store for me.

Let's wait and see.....

Labels: superbly distorted

FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL

confused.
frustrated.
annoyed.
happy.
contented.
Lecture notes= out of sight
Classes=long hours
People=alien

Cell bio= rules!
Biostat= confined
InfoTech= nightmare
Organic Chem= Hot love
Comm Toolkit= God knows

DPA= steady
= take a chill pill

Now, Life is like a roller coaster ride.
Starting afresh. Glad went invisible to known souls. Glad to have accomplish that.

Missing those empty corridors.
Ample seats in MAKAN PLACE.
Arriving at own pace.
Having long lunches.
Frequent games.

memories do fade away.
thoughts may re-create them.
future, can u keep up?

Labels: mad mad

Past three days were definitely one the most memorable days in my entire pre-poly-starting-syndrome.

Thank you Ling Yu and Andrew for withstanding my emo-self on friday.
Nevertheless, I had a fun time on Friday. Chua Chu Kang is not exactly my dream spot.
It does account as a beautiful place.

This week was the last week of HOLIDAYS.
I have made many MAJOR decisions in my LIFE.
I am very sure that they are right for me.
Thank you GOD for finding me 2 great friends who stand by me no matter the weather.
I haven't tried SNOW yet.

Even though, we argue 24/7, it's the care and concern we have for each other that brings the best out of us.

School is STARTING tomorrow. Great things are awaiting to happen. May the GAMES begin.

Transport companies do not exactly show mercy on me. My mother is going to kill me literally when she finds out her card was retained because I transferred the FUNDS to my POLY card.
HALLELUJAH to myself!
SO much for the transfer.

I went for DURGAES 7th birthday party.
He is one of my best tuition kids I ever had.
May God bless him on this beautiful day.

As Saturday is a busy day, my %$#^$% EZ-LINK card cannot be activated till 20th April.

Wow. SHOCKING NEWS.
My coins were "donated" to the Land Transport Authority.
So much for the activation.

THE WORLD IS SMALL. FANCY MEETING PEOPLE THAT YOU KNOW FROM YOUNG IN A PARTY THAT WAS SUPPOSED TO BE AN ALIENATED PARTY FOR THYSELF.

Well, I am one simple girl who just hopes for miracles to happen in a short period of time.
Simple = complicated?

My crazy self in CCK PARK.

Labels: ask yourself that

10 fast facts of sharmilee devi d/o rajasekeran:

1. She loves Grass-jelly soyabean milk
2. She loves to dance like a crazy freako like there is no tomorrow.
3. She has no sense of humour when she is all stressed up.
4. She starts to smile continously when a hot guy's presence is felt.:P
5. She stucks in her stomach like mad when she is really scared of something. Worse than vacuum cleaner.
6.She loves to read romantic novels.
7. Biology is her life.
8. No matter what happens, she will stick up for her guts.
9. She likes to take bus rides than mrt rides.
10. She is so in love with seedless green grapes. It just makes her go crazy!

The week is almost coming to end. The holidays are also coming to an end.
School is starting.
This question has been in my mind. Is grey shirt like hot or or what?
I don't know why i keep on saying hot!
HAIYO!

Hmm...I guess it's a side effect of reading romantic novels.

UNIQLO is a Japan store. SHARMILEE#ANDREW#LING YU
Tampines mall is starting to be my best friend. I am so lovin' it! Well, at the same time, it kinda burns a small hole in my ez-link card Nevertheless, I think it's worth it!

I have already packed myself with alot of things. I don't know if I am busy enough. I hope that things will go fine.
I believe that God will have his final say. I shall leave it to God to decide.

I learnt something new today. The boy I am teaching has a UKRAINE mummy who studied MICROBIOLOGY. Interesting of me teaching their SON tamil.
I can't believe she gave up her life after studying in medical college to bring up her kids.( I will never do that!) She said " my children are my greatest achievements." I thought how great a mother is. I reflected upon my mother and my future self. WOW. I truly salute my mother for being able to double role 24/7.

Apparently, she gave up her hopes and dreams for her children. Did I say that her children are super cute. I bet that they will grow up to be super hot in the future! ( common sense: ukraine + indian= super hot!)Too bad I will bo too old to date him by then.

I think that the world is so interesting. Humans are able to spice things up regardless of who they are and where they originally come from. That inspires me alot.

Labels: hot connor

Timetable: not exactly what I expected!
Thanks Ling Yu for your kind words! You are the best. You know that!
I hope that Li Ping is going to SAVE ME! Indeed, she is gonna save me!
Apparently, everyone is back from LSCT camp. Hope things went well!

It is Good friday.
An important day for all christians.

This weekend is so gonna be playful and naughty!

I just realised something today on my way to Durgaes tution.
If you were to listen to "crush" by David Archuleta, it ain't gonna help if you have a crush. Go listen to it. You will understand why. I was laughing like a mad woman when I realied this in the bus with the ear phones stuck in my ears. Cool eh?(Ciao)

Going to Tampines One. Interesting of a girl living in Bukit Batok going to Tampines to shop. AMAZING>
Apparently, when you 2 crazy friends who love JAPANESE STUFF, you just have to love their craze! Or should I say them?

Yep! The shop(whose name I can'r remember) is having super crazy sales!!!
Hmm, I just hope my savings account has enough cash to feed me after spending my life off at TAMPINES!

Labels: good friday

I truly miss all my poly friends. They are the precious gems that God gave me. I have never been that close to a large group of friends. I feel so at home. I feel so comfortable that I never want to move out of this circle.

Thank you, NGEE ANN POLYTECHNIC for giving me this great opportunity.

Life is currently picking up speed.

I have been slightly busy having as much fun as I can before school starts. Yeah!

I will be heading East again on Friday. I love East!

Recently, the induction programme took place. Well, it was alright. I felt that the camp is cool. I am really going to hear alot of cool stories from a trustable source. LOL.

Aites, gonna hit the road. Many more happy little events on their way. . . .

I despise you. I truly do.

Please stop stalking me. I really cant take it anymore. I may appear strong. but, i ain't that strong.

Oh God, I hope there is a good explanation for this.

Labels: haunting me

Labels: BABY, woo la la give it to me

Happy 17th birthday to ESTELLA POH WAN TING!
May God bless you from high above!
Let his showered love be in your presence at utmost times.
You have played a MAJOR part in my DPA life. Seeing you every morning before going to school brightens up my day! Stay cheerful always! XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXXOXOXOXXOXXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO

It all started with some stalking that led to this surprise birthday party.
I wouldn’t call it a party. It was a gathering for the 7.30AM gang.
Life game was super cool!
Andrew- married with 3 boys
Iqbal- married with twins and one boy
Estella- married with one kid (sorry, I forgot the gender!)
Sharmilee- married with no children!

I feel so stupid and mean for stalking her for a whole week.
Well, Keryn did manage to webcam through MSN.
Thanks girl!
I had a brilliant week.
I am so worried. May God bless all my friends with the expected grades.
The tomorrow is in your hands.
Let the tomorrow come.
Let’s do this man!

Labels: stress

Sleep. eat. tuition. tv. clean the house.
What else can a 17 year old girl do during her 3 weeks holidays?

Plenty in fact.
Planning outings again.
Woot!! I am so keyed-up.

Did I mention novels?
Since falling in love is out the question, I at least get to read love novels..Or should I say ROMANTIC NOVELS?

There are still many activities I would love to do!
There are still many secrets I don't know.
( Hello! secrets are meant to be unknown!)
Hmmm...Blame my slow instincts. They have slowed down for the holidays!

Praying for all my loved ones!
Stay safe ok?
Don't get into trouble!
Or perhaps, I should stay safe....
tsk tsk tsk...


baby, baby..
When we first met
I never felt something so strong.
You were like my lover and my bestfriend
All wrapped into one
With a ribbon on it and,
All of a sudden you went and left.
I didn't know how to follow.
It's like a shot that spun me around and
now my heart left.
I feel so empty and hollow.

And I never gave myself to another
the way I gave it to you.
Don't even recognise you hurt me.
It's gonna take a miracle to bring me back.
YOU'RE THE ONE TO BLAME.

yOU GOT ME CHECKED INTO REHAB.

Sharmilee Devi D/O Rajasekeran
18
4th July 1992
Student
YHSS(2005-2008)
Ngee ann (BMS)(2009-2012)
Youngest in the Rajasekeran Family
Encouraging
Very, Very Cheerful
Lives for Jesus